WILL YOU?

Will you ever?

There are so many words I cannot say but I hope to be able to tell you one day, but I'm left speechless every time as I do not want to spoilt the date.

I cried in pain and scare of losing my darling. Will it ever be the same again? If it passes will it be the end? I realized it was worth so much, as I lie in bed and deceiving myself - nothing happen. When I talk to you and just want to prove I still care.

Someday you will see though who I am and how much I love you. Will you say you love me, but will you ever forget what you say? Or will the love just suddenly stop? We can't expect to fall in love and never cry.